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Mitte dieses Jahres habe ich beschlossen, mich zukünftig vom Bloggen zu entfernen. Das heißt nicht, dass ich nie wieder etwas schreiben oder veröffentlichen werde, aber dass ich momentan
Unterdrückte Nummer [Short Film]
Thoughts that no one needs. Thoughts that aren't yours. Thoughts that are better not thought. Intrusive thoughts make their way into our cognition and bloom there in circles and spirals. 'What's
Resolutions and other Lies
My three years of COVID have been more confusing than Britney Spears's Instagram activity and although this is the first year I was infected, it's probably the year
Empty Kingdom [Poem]
pick me up in your car take me somewhere nice make me forget a loveless life take me to the stars take me into your skin i’ll match who you think i am i’ll become
Wie sich psychische Erkrankungen anfühlen
Letztes Jahr habe ich während der Pandemie eine groß angelegte Umfrage über das Erleben von Depressionen gemacht. Befragt wurden dabei Betroffene sowie Angehörige und Freunde. Ziel war es,
I am writing a book
I have a secret that I've kept for the past three years and it's out with the title of this post. I am writing a book and finally
wait for me [Short Film]
Right before the current lockdown, I conceptualized a short movie. I've spent the past weeks filming, browsing and editing the footage and am finally ready to show what
Reviewing Last Year’s Tarot Reading
A little over a year ago, a fortune teller at the exhibition Overmorrow in Berlin's Salon der Wilden Renate told me my future. Today I wanna evaluate how
Apocalypse of the Mind [Poem]
Similar to past years, I have again decided to summer in Berlin and revisit my second life. I wanted to write about all my experiences here but I
Stefan X
When I was 18 years old, my former best friend passed away. I wonder what kind of person you would have become, Stefan. A memorial. It's been over ten
_Ghost Thoughts
Spending way too much time on my phone in quarantine, I got to thinking about all the content we're constantly getting bombarded with on social media. So many
Exploring Nightmares | Die Albträume meiner Freunde
Last week I have gathered my favorite dream stories from my friends. One of the few things even more enticing to me than reading about dreams my friends
Other’s Dreams | Die Träume anderer Leute
In therapy, I learned that you have no control over whether a thought appears or not. You can, however, decide if you wanna elaborate on a thought or
Landmine [Poem]
goodbye after a whirlwind heist always just one day at a time see you soon casually your recurring nightmare searching me how long can you live the fantasy? we never win if you
FRACTURES [Short Film]
Over the course of the past six months, I have written a poem, constantly changing what it was about as my life was changing with it. Figuring out
What the Future holds (According to a Fortune Teller)
First, everything will fall apart, then be built back together. Sounds like 2020 all over again. I used to not believe in much of anything: religion, magic, ghosts, powers,
Berlin Inspired Fashion Lookbook
I have been working on this 'fashion' lookbook forever. I first had the idea when I was living in Berlin in 2018/2019 because people here have their very
Getting Older
It's the day before my birthday and for the first time in maybe ten years, I'm going to spend that day alone. Some thoughts on getting older. As far
Some Thoughts on Conservative Politics
In my blog post about the LGBT+ Pride movement I have received an interesting comment about conservative politics standing in the way of change, that got me thinking.
Moving on post breakup?
My closet has an empty shelf soon to be restocked again Recycling time and money is that how I take care of myself? Once two, then three, then one I don't know what
Farewell Letter for Chris
I can't believe I am sitting here (again), writing a letter to my former boyfriend. Since I started this blog I have found a strange relief in writing even
Why it feels like time flew by since the Corona Lockdown started…
... and why you don't remember much of it. The quarantine has been going on for a long time. Seven weeks, to be exact. That's more time than people
A Tinder Date without Touch and more Quarantine Stories
Bilingual Blog Post | German + English Die Welt, die wir mal kannten ist nicht mehr: Wir befinden uns in einer sonderbaren und nie dagewesenen Zwischenwelt. Weil wir isoliert