Mit deinen Augen [Short Film]
'Mit deinen Augen' is the yearly film project shot, edited and animated by some of my favorite partners in design-crime and myself. This year, Änsi had the idea
Softboiled Wonderland [Exhibition]
As I've mentioned in my previous post, I currently have an exhibition titled 'Softboiled Wonderland' and today I wanna share some background info as well as some photos
Unterdrückte Nummer [Short Film]
Thoughts that no one needs. Thoughts that aren't yours. Thoughts that are better not thought. Intrusive thoughts make their way into our cognition and bloom there in circles and spirals. 'What's
Empty Kingdom [Poem]
pick me up in your car take me somewhere nice make me forget a loveless life take me to the stars take me into your skin i’ll match who you think i am i’ll become
12-Hour Romance
Five years ago I decided against staying in a 7-year long-term relationship. Lots of drama, short and long romances later, I can summarize that I haven't regretted making
I am writing a book
I have a secret that I've kept for the past three years and it's out with the title of this post. I am writing a book and finally
Apocalypse of the Mind [Poem]
Similar to past years, I have again decided to summer in Berlin and revisit my second life. I wanted to write about all my experiences here but I
A Moment in Time: Goodbye, Mr. Fisherman
Although 2020 was generally a pretty good year for me, it also contained a lot of drama, bad experiences and painful goodbyes. And even though a fortune-teller had
Exploring Nightmares | Die Albträume meiner Freunde
Last week I have gathered my favorite dream stories from my friends. One of the few things even more enticing to me than reading about dreams my friends
Other’s Dreams | Die Träume anderer Leute
In therapy, I learned that you have no control over whether a thought appears or not. You can, however, decide if you wanna elaborate on a thought or
Landmine [Poem]
goodbye after a whirlwind heist always just one day at a time see you soon casually your recurring nightmare searching me how long can you live the fantasy? we never win if you
FRACTURES [Short Film]
Over the course of the past six months, I have written a poem, constantly changing what it was about as my life was changing with it. Figuring out
Berlin Inspired Fashion Lookbook
I have been working on this 'fashion' lookbook forever. I first had the idea when I was living in Berlin in 2018/2019 because people here have their very
Moving on post breakup?
My closet has an empty shelf soon to be restocked again Recycling time and money is that how I take care of myself? Once two, then three, then one I don't know what
Getting tattooed by Ondrash in the Czech Republic
I am usually a very thrifty person. Must have something to do with my German genes. But if there's one thing I don't look at the price, it's
Across the Line [Poem]
On the horizon there is a line. It shows me how far I can go, what I am willing to give up, how much I can take, how tall
Warm Hands, Cold Body [Short Poem]
It’s been a year since I’ve been here last. It’s the same house but a different room. Trees outside are covered in snow. A small river fights against the cold. Ice breaks
Art on Monday | Oil
While I focused on spray paint art for the last year, I wanted to try oil again. So, I made this small painting. Thanks for checking it out! Ben
Art on Monday | Veschvesch
For this Art on Monday post, I want to share videos by a friend and Motion Designer based in Berlin, Vera Schmid aka VeschVesch. To me, the beauty of
‘Lost&Found – People Edition’ at a huge carnival party without a working phone.
We were sitting in the tram and laughing about how a friend thought she had ordered an Ukulele off of Wish but actually just ordered a Ukulele strap
Art on Monday | STRAW Magazine Feature
I have just been featured in STRAW zine with one of my illustrations and poems. You may already know the illustration from my Inktober posts but the poem
About Age Gap Dating
This short story is a continuation of a past article. When I first met you, I truly didn’t care about how old you were. We met in the last gay
Something New [Short Story]
Not a minute goes by without thoughts rushing through my head. But when I lay my head in the crevasse that forms above your collarbone when you raise your shoulders,