Mit deinen Augen [Short Film]
'Mit deinen Augen' is the yearly film project shot, edited and animated by some of my favorite partners in design-crime and myself. This year, Änsi had the idea
Softboiled Wonderland [Exhibition]
As I've mentioned in my previous post, I currently have an exhibition titled 'Softboiled Wonderland' and today I wanna share some background info as well as some photos
Resolutions and other Lies
My three years of COVID have been more confusing than Britney Spears's Instagram activity and although this is the first year I was infected, it's probably the year
Planning Uncertainty
I am a compulsive overthinker and have been struggling to identify my next step in life. Corona, depression, inflation and the war complicate everything.
Wie sich psychische Erkrankungen anfühlen
Letztes Jahr habe ich während der Pandemie eine groß angelegte Umfrage über das Erleben von Depressionen gemacht. Befragt wurden dabei Betroffene sowie Angehörige und Freunde. Ziel war es,
I am writing a book
I have a secret that I've kept for the past three years and it's out with the title of this post. I am writing a book and finally
wait for me [Short Film]
Right before the current lockdown, I conceptualized a short movie. I've spent the past weeks filming, browsing and editing the footage and am finally ready to show what
I’ve never had a normal job: My journey away from 9-to-5
When my studies came to an end and I was gonna have to find a job soon, I had to ask myself: How could I combine upkeeping my
Stefan X
When I was 18 years old, my former best friend passed away. I wonder what kind of person you would have become, Stefan. A memorial. It's been over ten
Exploring Nightmares | Die Albträume meiner Freunde
Last week I have gathered my favorite dream stories from my friends. One of the few things even more enticing to me than reading about dreams my friends
Other’s Dreams | Die Träume anderer Leute
In therapy, I learned that you have no control over whether a thought appears or not. You can, however, decide if you wanna elaborate on a thought or
6 Healthy Ways to Deal with a Broken Heart: A Work in Progress
I've had my fair share of moments where I had a broken heart, felt lovesick, had a heartache; whatever you wanna call it. Last year in particular was
To my former Bullies: An open Letter
Spoiler alert: I do not forgive you. There is no use in holding on to hate for other people. Nevertheless, I don't have enough compassion and kindness in my
Waiting for my Corona Test Result
When the quarantine started, my OCD went wild and I was on the edge of losing it. I had to distance myself from all of it to try
What the Future holds (According to a Fortune Teller)
First, everything will fall apart, then be built back together. Sounds like 2020 all over again. I used to not believe in much of anything: religion, magic, ghosts, powers,
Getting Older
It's the day before my birthday and for the first time in maybe ten years, I'm going to spend that day alone. Some thoughts on getting older. As far
Some Thoughts on Conservative Politics
In my blog post about the LGBT+ Pride movement I have received an interesting comment about conservative politics standing in the way of change, that got me thinking.
Moving on post breakup?
My closet has an empty shelf soon to be restocked again Recycling time and money is that how I take care of myself? Once two, then three, then one I don't know what
Farewell Letter for Chris
I can't believe I am sitting here (again), writing a letter to my former boyfriend. Since I started this blog I have found a strange relief in writing even
Why it feels like time flew by since the Corona Lockdown started…
... and why you don't remember much of it. The quarantine has been going on for a long time. Seven weeks, to be exact. That's more time than people
A Tinder Date without Touch and more Quarantine Stories
Bilingual Blog Post | German + English Die Welt, die wir mal kannten ist nicht mehr: Wir befinden uns in einer sonderbaren und nie dagewesenen Zwischenwelt. Weil wir isoliert
OCD in Times of Corona
Ever since I have had OCD, all I did was trying to hide that I have OCD. When I felt 'dirty' I disinfected my hands secretly because nobody
Random Thoughts on the Corona Pandemic
COVID-19 is everywhere, isn't it? In the news, in the supermarket, in people's heads - hopefully not in their lungs - and the world has gone a little